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Meet me at the crossroads.

T or rather, t or even +.

He died on the cross for our sins. That was his intention. That was what he intended.

It was at the cross. A crossroads. It is the place of no return, the smallest denominator. We will always come back to the cross. T/t/+.

… No, I haven’t taken my meds yet tonight. I will. I’ll need to, because so many things have been happening that would have be higher than life by now. Of course, I can’t operate in another world just yet. I’m needed here. I promised to lift up the lights I come across. I said I would make a place for you and I, yet I haven’t really yet. I shall aim to be more consistent.

What made me want to focus on the crossroads? A video. A TikTok of a woman screaming how Christ is not in the (physical) church, how he said to leave the church for they made a mockery of his father. She was passionate. Very passionate. I got chills. It just reminded me of Christ.

Whatever name you call him by, nor what your belief is, I do not believe there is any person who feels that Christ was a bad guy. He was good. Great even. No one I know can ever refute his compassion. 2025 years after his death, people are still talking of him. He’s still being used for bad purposes.

Yet the cross… it signifies so much. I love the symbol, but refuse to wear it. When Christ was on the cross that was the one time God had to separate himself from him. I never want to be separated from the Heavenly Father. I’ll used the fish symbol instead. Still, the Cross is where we are. It’s where everything comes to.

It’s like a grid. The point is the center. Then there’s a cross from it. A point is just the intersection of two lines. We get to determine where that focus is. We get to determine our own narrative. We get to chose where we stand. When you find yourself at the ultimate crossroad, there is one choice.

Will you chose unconditional love or righteous hate?

If you still cannot chose, when pick between cats or dogs.

If you still cannot pick one or another, then accept where you are. This is your crossroad. You do not have to divide yourself any more. It is okay to not be able to pick one or the other. You will find your way, even if it’s different from what’s being offered. It’s okay to not be okay, just know that you are loved. Christ loves you. I love you. The universe will always be waiting for you. Unconditionally.

Please take care and celebrate both Tuesday and Thursday to celebrate the crossroads. You deserve to be without pressure for a while.

Thanks for listening to my ramblings.

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